~*~Prayers~*~

This was a journal entry I wrote awhile back in November called Prayers:

For the first time in over four years I stepped foot inside a catholic church. In someways I felt awkward because of the whole fact that most catholics are hardcore religious and very conservative with their views. I'm the polar opposite of that, but at the same time I felt good being inside that church. As I knelled down to pray I felt a sudden rush of emotions. In the process of praying I began to cry because the overwhelming emotions rushing through my body. It felt empowering, but also vulnerable at the same time. All my guards were down and my soul was open. I never felt like that before or at least in a longtime, but it doesn't necessarily mean that I didn't like that feeling. I hope to continue down this path ahead of me. From the looks of it, it looks much happier than my past roads behind me. Despite all the wrong choices I've made in my life I feel as though they lead me to this path of righteousness and hope.